Monday, December 2, 2013

We Sacrifice for What We Love, and We Love What We Sacrifice For.


E aí  :)

Tudo Bem?? Como está :)

Eu estou bem. Mutio feliz para tem o opportunidade para email vocês!!! :)
Esta semana foi bom. Tenho muito bom experiencias. Eu sinto falta de vocês muito. Mas, Eu amo vocês muito!!!

Dang, what a week!! How are y’all all doing??? I miss y’all a ton!!! 
My new companion, Elder F. Machado, is a really cool guy. Machado means "axe" in Portuguese. So I call him Elder Axe. ha. He has helped me a tonn with my Portuguese. This week has been the biggest improvement that I have had. I realized that I spoke a lot of English with Elder D. Call,  more than I should of. It was mainly my fault though. It was just easier. But now its only Portuguese all day, everyday unless when I’m helping Machado with his English.
I’m so tired right now. ha. Today we had to leave the apartment to catch a bus to Brasilia. My companion wanted to be in the choir for the mission conference. I wasn’t planning on doing it but had to go with him. Learning to put my companions wants above mine, preparing me for marriage :) lol. But when we got there I decided to do it, and I’m glad I did. It was fun. Mission conference is on the 17th. It is really spiritual singing Christmas hymns. I got to see some people that got transferred out of my zone, and also got to see Elder Kesler which was cool! He is the director and in charge of the choir.  But over 4 hours of buses today has drained me out ha.
I learned the importance of word pronunciation this week. haha. Ok their are two words, coco and cocô. Coco means coconut and cocô means poop. I just learned cocõ this week ha. The only difference is that with "coco" when you say it you put the emphasis on the first "o" because it is the second to last vowel. With "cocô"you put the emphasis on the last "o" cause there is an accent. Unless a word ends with L,U,Z,I,R or an accent in the word, you put the emphasis on the second to last vowel. Anyway, I was eating some pudding cake at a member’s house and it was good and tasted like coconut. So I asked her "Irmã, este é coco?" (This is coconut?)  but I put a really strong emphasis on the last "o" so I really said "This is poop?"  haha I didn’t even know the word for poop until then. She looked shocked, but then laughed and realized what happend. haha. I’m glad she was cool about it and didn’t get offended. haha Then she explained the difference. I didn’t even know another way to say "coco" existed, but I do now :) haha
Waldivino is doing good, except having trouble wanting to obey certain commandments. But he believes the Book of Mormon and the church is true. Hopefully it will work out with him. 
This week was awesome! Had some awesome experiences. One of them was last Tuesday, we committed Elielson and Geralda to be baptized on the 14th!! It was awesome. But the cool part was the dream she had on Saturday night, the day before going to church. She told us the dream on Tuesday. Blew my mind. 
She was walking, and went inside into this beautiful building that she had never seen, or been inside before. On the way to the building she passed by beautiful flowers and scenery.  When she walked inside, the room was clean and beautiful and had hallways going different ways. As she looked one way she saw a beautiful bouquet of flowers. And just beyond the flowers was this happy couple. They were smiling, full of joy, and just seemed happy. She had never seen them before in her life. Then she woke up feeling really peaceful. 
The next day at church, she walks into a building she has never seen before, except for in her dream. She sees a bouquet of flowers, and just beyond it was this happy couple she had seen only once in her life, in her dream!!  
It was so cool hearing this story. She recognized it as an answer to her prayers!! I was so amazed. It is so cool being able to take part in these kind of experiences.
This past Saturday in general was awesome! Wow!!  We left the apartment at 11 to go teach a lesson before we had lunch. Lunch was at Miro´s, a BBQ for Gabriel´s farewell party. But not even 5 minutes out of the apartment we are walking down the street and this older man comes around the corner. He is extremely dirty and had only one leg. He hobbled around on two, old, broken down, wooden crutches. He looked really beat. He came over to us, and never once asked for money. He fell to his knees in front of me and asked me to give him a blessing. He referred to us as "Jesus Men" and he knew we could help him.  So, in the middle of the street in Santo Antonio, I put my hands upon the head of this poor old man and gave him a blessing. One of the most powerful experiences I have had. The man started to cry.  It was so powerful I don’t even remember specifics that I promised and told him. But I do remember telling him about his difficulties now in this life, and God will be waiting for him with open, loving arms when he returns to Him and he will be at peace, with no more difficulties. It was such a powerful experience. One I will never forget. This poor humble man. I didn’t have any money but we gave him a Book of Mormon and some information. As we walked away I truly felt like a representative of Christ. Christ would heal people through the streets and help everyone. He loved those that were looked down upon by the world, those with afflictions and diseases. It was such a humbling experience for me personally as well. I was so grateful that I had prepared. I never would of thought something like that would happen.
What was cool as well was during my personal study that morning, I felt prompted to freshen up, and study words for giving a blessing. I didn't know it at the time, but now I know that it prepared me for something that would happen in an hour from then. So cool. 
As we were walking away my companion, just looked at me and said that I was speaking with such power, with no accent and saying words I had never said before.   It was such a powerful experience for me. I will never forget that old, poor, humble man, and having faith to ask for a blessing in the middle of the street. Falling to his knees, begging for help. Very humbling experience for me. 
That night, we went to teach a man named Woess. He wasn't home but his parents, and his disabled sister were. Domingos and Aldsena are his parents, they are in their 60s. All I remember about Aldsena from our previous visit was that she is very catholic and wanted to preach to us, haha. But anyway, we were sitting there teaching a lesson. Then Aldsena just goes off on this huge sermon and saying all these things. I couldn’t even pay attention. I was getting such a huge headache from trying to understand it all. She was like yelling at us practically, and I just said a quick prayer in my heart to know what to say. It came to me, and when she paused for a moment to catch her breath I asked just a simple question. " Irmã, como você sabe A Biblia é verdadiera, a palavra de Deus?" (sister, how do you know the bible is true, the word of God.)  She stopped talking and it went straight silent. She was thinking and the Spirit then entered the room and softened her heart. She just answered simply, and very quietly, that she had read it and prayed about it.  It was perfect! I then answered her saying she was exactly right! And told her that I know the Bible is true because I read and prayed about it as well,  and that I did the same thing with the Book of Mormon. I know the Book of Mormon is true because I read it and prayed to Heavenly Father. And He answered my prayer. I know that both are true words of God, that with both we have the fullness of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Her heart was softened and we continued to teach her. She and her husband both had worries about what would happen to their families in the next life, when they died. I was able to testify to her that families are forever!! That she can be married to her husband forever. I then told her how when I find someone to marry, I will love her so much I will want to be with her forever! Married not just for this life only, but forever!! Aldsena´s heart was softened, she had tears and looked to her husband and smiled and asked if he would want to be with her forever. He agreed and even had some tears. It was such a great experience. I was then able to tell her she just didn’t have to believe me and take my word for it. But that she can pray to God, and ask if our message is true, so she can know for herself that both the Book of Mormon and Bible are true words of God and that families are forever.  
Her attitude had changed tremendously, because the Spirit was able to enter and touched her heart. I never had spoken so much before in a Lesson. I was just going on and on and not even realizing where the words were coming from. I really felt like I was just speaking English. 
Aldsena even said my Portugues was beautiful for a white boy from America :) haha
But as we walked away, Elder Machado was so impressed. He told me how when I teach the words sound perfect, I don't have a thick accent or anything. 
It increased my testimony that I can only do this with the help of Heavenly Father and if I have the Spirit with me. I can't do it without it!! I can't. 
Whenever we are just walking or talking in the apartment my Portugues isn’t all that great, It’s enough to communicate but not great. But when we teach, and the Spirit is there, it is all fine.  I am so grateful, that by learning another language it has helped me rely on the Spirit more and Heavenly Father's help than just my own abilities and knowledge.
I am so grateful for these experiences. I realize now how much I need to be here on this mission. Not just to help people here, but also to help me! I thought my relationship with Heavenly Father was good before I came here, I was wrong! It has been strengthened so much since I have been here and I really feel I can rely on Him and go to him in prayer whenever. About the good and bad. When I miss home, and when I am grateful for what I have. About everything.  I truly know, that for me to become the person that I want to be in life, and the son, older brother, husband, father, and friend that I want to be, I needed to be here on this mission now, at this point in my life! I truly know that it is necessary for me personally. I am so grateful to be here, and serving the Lord as a missionary.
I feel so honored to get to put on the missionary badge, with the name of Jesus Cristo everyday, as well as the name Bean. I hope that by the time I return home, the badge will be en-graven in my heart. 
 My companion has been having some problems and I prayed on Tuesday that my example would help him try to make better decisions and help him out.  On Sunday, he bore his testimony and talked about that experience in the street and experience we had Saturday night with Aldesna. He said that it strengthened his testimony, about how when I have the Spirit with me I am speaking like a whole new person.  It touched me a lot. 
I love you all so much!! So grateful for your love, support and prayers.

"We sacrifice for what we love, and we love what we sacrifice for"
I love you all so so so much!!! I am so stoked to get to skype on Christmas!!! Caraca I am stoked!! (caraca is Wow) 

Take care, hope you have a great week. EU AMO VOCÊS!!! Muito :)

Love,

Elder Bean 


Gilson and Valdirene, I taught my first lesson in Brasil to them.
When I first met with them I couldn't say much in Portuguese.

Ward mission leader


"King Pelé"

"Thanksgiving dinner" with Elder D. Call before he was transferred.
"Thanksgiving dinner" with Elder Machado at Gulas.

In front of the church.

Being a dork at a school playground that a member owns.

Horse taxi

Eating my breakfast, PB sandwich at 6 a.m.
headed to Brasilia for choir practice.



Tuesday, November 26, 2013

New Companion


Tudo Bem Família :)

Today was transfer day!!! Elder D. Call was transferred and I stayed here in Santo Antonio. My new companion is Elder F. Machado, a 22 year old Brasilero. Super cool guy!! I will probably stay here in Santo Antonio for one more transfer, so until January then I’ll be transferred.
For transfers, they call us Sunday night at the end of the 6 weeks, and tell us if we are staying or transferred. Elder D. Call expected to leave so he had already packed, and I didn’t since I figured I would stay. Which is what I wanted. I love it here. Elder D. Call taught me a lot. And Elder F. Machado will really help me learn the language since I won’t be able to speak any English with him. He’s a stud.
This week went by really fast. I did an exchange on Tuesday with Elder Labrada and Elder Reis. Elder Labrada came to Santo Antonio with me. He is awesome. We have been out in the mission for the same amount of time, but he was born in Brasil so he got his visa right away. He lives in California. He only had to stay 10 days in the São Paulo MTC since he is fluent in both Português and English.  He is a stud! He went to UCLA for three years already. Super smart and way cool. He taught me a lot. One of my best friends out here on the mission!!
Waldivino is doing great! He ended up buying us a pizza after one of our lessons with him.  Messias is ignoring us now. It's a difficult situation. He used to call us all the time to schedule lessons, now he doesn’t accept our calls or when he does he just makes excuses and cancels. We decided to give him time. It was so hard. Marcia even doesn’t know what happened.
We taught this new guy named João. I had such a great experience teaching him.  We were teaching the message of the Restoration. When it got to the part of the First vision, I started saying the memorized, line for line part that Joseph says in his words. I felt the spirit so strong. It filled my entire body and I knew João was feeling it too! Before I knew it I had tears in my eyes and my body started shaking, but I was still able to say it and then explain the first vision better than I ever have!  It was a testimony builder to me that it was true!! João even teared up. He said he felt his heart burning. As did I. It was such an amazing experience. I knew the only reason why the message touched his heart, and why I was able to continue speaking, better than I ever have is because the Spirit was with me. He was guiding the words out of my mouth.
It is so cool being able to be the mouth piece for what these people need. And asking inspired questions.
I love being a missionary. It is awesome. It is so weird, always having struggles and being tired and hungry all the time, but yet so happy. Missing home like crazy but yet knowing I’m doing what Heavenly Father wants me to be doing. Helping others to come unto Christ. It is so great seeing how the Gospel helps improve peoples lives, and helps them know they can turn to God when the have struggles in life and when they are happy as well. I always tell people that this life is not easy. It is hard. But yet, there is so much happiness as well.
I am grateful to be a part of this great work. Whenever I’m really down, and having a hard time, I know I can get on my knees and pray to Heavenly Father. Such a blessing. And I think about all those other guys I know that are out all over the world serving a mission as well. It brings peace. And seeing families grow closer together, and become more loving is such an awesome thing to watch here.
I love you all so so so much!!!! Eu sou grato por tudo. Eu amo vocês mutio!!! Tanto Tanto Tanto.
Take care. Have a great week. Enjoy thanksgiving!!!!! NOSSA!!! I miss the holidays (Nossa means "our" but it is slang for O my gosh) 
I miss yall like crazy!!!!!!! Te amo!!!


Love,

Elder Bean

The city of Santo Antonio. behind me

My zone

With Elder Pedroso, he went home last week. Studdd


Lucas and Gabriel

Saying goodbye to Elder D. Call at transfers

My new companion, Elder F. Machado
We love getting Subway cookies!


I love the Texans, but this just describes how they are playing right now. Dead!!

Monday, November 18, 2013

I Love Teaching the Gospel to People


E aí :)

Eu sou muito bom. Eu sinto falta de vocês muito! Tanto! Tanto! Minha semana foi bom.
I miss y’all a ton!! How is everything going for y’all!!??
It is raining pretty hard right now here. The weather has been nice the past week, just kinda hot with some rain!!
We had zone activities today in Taguatinga with the whole zone. We do it once a transfer, the last Pday of the transfer. We aren’t allowed to play soccer anymore since a missionary shattered his ankle a couple weeks ago. Brazileiros have weak ankles... ha. But we just chilled, wrote letters, had a BBQ, played basketball and listened to music. Its nice getting to relax on Pday so we can work hard during the rest of the week.
I am doing good! Its crazy how even though everyday has its struggles and difficulties,  I am happy and the work is so rewarding. I miss home like crazy, especially during this time of the year. The Holiday season. Me and my companion are gonna try to celebrate Thanksgiving somehow. Just cook up a bunch of food so we feel stuffed or something. Still won’t be the same though. 
This week was really good! We found a new family and they are muito ótimo!!!!! So awesome.  During our weekly planning, I remembered this one girl who had come to church several weeks ago with some less-actives. She wasn’t interested at the time. I had an impression that we should go back over there. We ended up teaching her parents, the two brothers, and her. They are awesome! They are noticing how much more peace and love they have in the home since we have been teaching them.  They are so receptive and we even got the father to say a prayer for us and the whole family on Saturday! He was nervous but he did awesome. 
Waldivino is still doing great. We are going over to his house tonight to teach him about the Plan of Salvation. He loves the gospel. I love how he asks a bunch of questions. He is able to get his questions answered and it helps us know that whenever he doesn’t understand something, he isn’t afraid to ask it. 
They built a subway just down the street from our apartment!! We go and get cookies during lunch a lot!! 
Então, this is the end of my second transfer in the field. Next Monday is transfers, so the beginning of my third. My companion will most likely (99% sure) be transferred since he has been in Santo Antonio for 3 transfers. I will most likely stay here for one more transfer, until January 6th.  I’m starting to really love it here in Santo Antonio. I will probably have a native Brazileiro for my next companion. It will help me perfect my Portugûes for when we get to skype on Christmas!! I can’t wait!!!! so stoked!!!!
This week should be a good one! I’m doing exchanges with someone in our district on Tuesday night. I’ll either go to Taguatinga or stay here with someone else for a night. It’s cool going on exchanges. 
This is my last official week as a "Greenie". After this week I’ll just be a regular junior companion. Last week, for part of the training program, I had to do the most part of our contacts and teaching. And I had to do the phone calls in at night. I learned a ton. I feel so much more prepared now. It is so cool being able to communicate to people and teach the Gospel in another language. 
I had my first dream in Portugûes!!! Super crazy. It was half English, half Portugûes. I woke up with a huge headache but remembered the whole dream. haha 
I gave a talk in church yesterday. Both me and my companion did, and then Gabriel gave his farewell talk. He leaves in like 2 weeks.  I did pretty good! Everyone was impressed with how much better my Portugûes is getting and they could feel the spirit. That’s what is important. Even if the people can’t understand me perfectly, the Spirit and power behind the words is what they will remember.  I accidently said "Eu sou gato" again instead of "Eu sou Grato." I feel like I say grato but it sounds like gato I guess. 
I am addicted to rice and beans!! Holy cow. haha. We eat it everyday, and if we go a day without eating it I started craving it sooo bad!! haha  Feijão e arroz (sounds like ah-hoyce)  Beans and rice. The hamburgers here are really good, they put a fried egg, corn, and these like mini mini fries on the burger! sooo good. 
I love teaching the gospel to people!! Getting to help these people grow closer to Christ, and help them better their lives is so rewarding to watch.  Every time we teach, my testimony is strengthened. As the Holy Spírit is testifying to the people what I am saying is true, it is testifying to me as well. And so even when the reject us or say they don’t want our help,  I walked away with a munch stronger testimony and it helped better me!  
I am so grateful for y’all!! I couldn’t be out here if I didn’t have the love and support from home that I do! It keeps me going and knowing that even though it’s hard being away, in the end it will all be worth it. Heavenly Father has blessed me with so so soo much. The least I can do is give him these two years of my life, as a "Thank you". Even these two years aren’t enough to Thank Him for all of my blessings that I have in my life. I look at the way these people live. And it humbles me. There are so many things I miss at home, but I can sacrifice two years away from my comforts, to help others grow closer to Christ and gain a knowledge that families are eternal. It isn’t easy, being away from y’all!! But with it being hard, it will make it all more worth it in the end!
I love you all so much!!!!  
Take care. Enjoy life. Smile. Make it a great day. Say hi to someone on the street. Serve others, even if it is as simple as buying someone their favorite candy. 
I am so grateful for all of you. I am so grateful for Heavenly Father´s love and for how much he has blessed me, and more importantly y’all for me being here. He knows its not easy. He sent His Beloved Son to die for us. To atone for the sins of the world.  He knows that me being away, is not easy. But in the end, it will all be worth it!!!! 
EU AMO VOCÊS!!!!!!!!

Amor,

Elder Bean



My talk :) I said other stuff too but this is what I wrote down


Bom Dia Irmãos e Irmãs. Eu sou grato por minha oportunidade para falar a vocês hoje.

Meu discurso é sobre "Todo Membro é um missionario"

No livro de mormon, 3 Néfi 5:13

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Nós somos discípulos de Jesus Cristo. O Filho Amado de Deus. O nosso Salvador. Quando nós fomos batizados, nos tornamos representantes, ou discípulos, de Jesus Cristo.

Há mais de 80,000 Elders e Sisters que estão vestidos de plaquetas missionarias.

Porém. Há mais de 15 milhões de missionarios da Igreja de Jesus Cristo dos Santos dos Últimos Dias. 15 milhões de missonarios.
Por Que???

Porque, nas palavras de Presidente Benson, um profeta de Deus, "Todo membro é um missionario!!"

Como representantes de Jesus Cristo, todos nós precisamos que a plaqueta missionaria esteja gravada em nosso coração.

ás vezes é difícil compartilhar o evangelho com nossos amigos e familiares.

Em Doutrina e Convênios, 100: 5-6  

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O Espirito Santo vai nos adjudar a saber o que dizer.

Nós precisamos ter a coragem para compartilhar o conhecimento que temos. O conhecimento de pura felicidade. Para adjudar nossos irmãos e irmãs. Para adjudar outras pessoas a se aproximarem a Jesus Cristo.

No livro de Mormon, 3 Néfi 12:16

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Seja uma luz para pessoas. Para o mundo. Seja diferente! nós temos o conhecimento do evangelho. Nós temos o conhecimento que nós podemos voltar a viver com Deus e Jesus Cristo e as nossas familias para sempre! Para eternidade. Seja um exemplo para o mundo! Até quando estiver difícil, compartilhem o evangelho com seus amigos e família. Seja um exemplo para eles. Á medida que você servir ás outras pessoas, Deus te abençoará

- testemunho