Tuesday, December 10, 2013

When You Serve Others and Help Others You are Actually Happier, It's True.


E aí minha Bonita Família  :)

Wow this week flew by. The weeks are starting to mesh together now and flow and go by fast. Pretty crazy. It’s almost Christmas!!! Yess. I’m soo stoked to be able to skype. Its gonna be awesome. Dezembro has flown by so fast.
This week we marked a baptism date with Domingos, Aldesena and Luis for the 21st of December!! The lesson with them last Monday was awesome. We decided to teach the Restoration and play the dvd for them about the First vision. It was perfect. Aldesena was having all these questions and then started to say that we were wrong, but after the video was over she was crying. She couldn’t stop saying how beautiful it was and that she felt her heart just burning and trying to get out of her body. The spirit was testifying to her that it was true. All of her questions and doubts were answered. It was awesome.
On Saturday, we went to teach Elielson and Geralda. They were supposed to get baptized this upcoming weekend, but when we got to their house they weren’t interested anymore and forgot all those feelings that they had. It was sad. Its just hard knowing how much the gospel could help better their lives and help their family grow closer, but they choose not to accept it. 
We found Marcelo and Milçon the other day. Marcelo is 21 years old and works a lot to support his disabled dad. Marcelo is such a strong heart. We found them "clapping" at gates (knocking doors) and Marcelo is awesome. He just has an open mind and is willing to try new things. He got really emotional talking about his dad´s accident and wondering if his dad will ever walk again. It was such a great experience to see the light in his eyes when we told him about how someday his dad would be able to walk again, and even run! It may not happen in this life, but it will happen! 
My zone is awesome! Got some great missionaries. I’m glad that Elder Grisham and Labrada are still here in this zone. Those guys are awesome. They have helped me a ton with adjusting, language, and everything. 
Santo Antonio is so huge and far from everything else so we have to take a bus if we want to go to a different city. They have moto taxis and horse taxis here. The other day at a members house for lunch, Alvin and the chipmunks was on TV. She left it on for her kids, but I couldn’t help but watch too. haha. It got me into the Christmas mood.  Yesterday there was a huge brawl at one of the professional soccer games here, its been all over the news and tv. Everyone is super excited about the world cup since they just found out what teams are in Brasil´s group. People are going crazy for it here!! haha It will be awesome to be around that atmosphere in June. We are allowed to watch all the Brasilian games, but we have to at least have an investigator with us. 
In May we are most likely going to have one or two apostles come visit our mission!! It would be awesome!! 
There are so many ups and downs in being a missionary. But even through the difficulties, it is hard not to be happy. It is so awesome being able to work so hard all day and have good things and not so good things happen but still be able to return home each night happy. Knowing that you’re doing the Lord´s work, and even if you’re not having success, He is pleased. 
I am so grateful I made the decision to serve a mission. I am also so grateful I got to go to the Provo Mtc and then receive my visa right away. I remember wishing I could of gone to the mtc in Brasil first, but the people I met in Provo and experiences I had prepared me for being here. My mtc district was the best. I was able to see some family to in Utah before I entered the Mtc which was a blessing!! So grateful for that.  We had some missionaries arrive here last transfer that have been waiting on Visas since February!! I’m wondering how I got mine so fast. My visa was actually commissioned on the day before I got to the MTC. And Elder Keslers wasn’t for until late in August. And people that got the visas in the MTC were sent to the Mtc here. But I know I was meant to be in the Provo MTC and I’m so grateful that somehow I got to finish out my 6 weeks there!  It was awesome and the experiences I had, I will never forget. It is seriously such a spiritual place, where everyone is so happy and excited to be able to serve the Lord.  Man, I love that place.
 I love getting to serve here in Brasil. I am so grateful that I was called to serve here. Helping these people brings so much happiness. It’s true that when you serve others and help others, you are actually happier. It’s true.  It is so cool being able to have so much love for people that you don’t even know, or just met on the streets.
I love you all so much!!! I am so stoked to be able to skype!! I miss y’all like crazy!! Thank you so much for all you do for me!!  I know it isn’t always easy for you, with me gone but the Lord is blessing y’all and me. I love you!!

Love,

Elder Bean

Monday, December 2, 2013

We Sacrifice for What We Love, and We Love What We Sacrifice For.


E aí  :)

Tudo Bem?? Como está :)

Eu estou bem. Mutio feliz para tem o opportunidade para email vocês!!! :)
Esta semana foi bom. Tenho muito bom experiencias. Eu sinto falta de vocês muito. Mas, Eu amo vocês muito!!!

Dang, what a week!! How are y’all all doing??? I miss y’all a ton!!! 
My new companion, Elder F. Machado, is a really cool guy. Machado means "axe" in Portuguese. So I call him Elder Axe. ha. He has helped me a tonn with my Portuguese. This week has been the biggest improvement that I have had. I realized that I spoke a lot of English with Elder D. Call,  more than I should of. It was mainly my fault though. It was just easier. But now its only Portuguese all day, everyday unless when I’m helping Machado with his English.
I’m so tired right now. ha. Today we had to leave the apartment to catch a bus to Brasilia. My companion wanted to be in the choir for the mission conference. I wasn’t planning on doing it but had to go with him. Learning to put my companions wants above mine, preparing me for marriage :) lol. But when we got there I decided to do it, and I’m glad I did. It was fun. Mission conference is on the 17th. It is really spiritual singing Christmas hymns. I got to see some people that got transferred out of my zone, and also got to see Elder Kesler which was cool! He is the director and in charge of the choir.  But over 4 hours of buses today has drained me out ha.
I learned the importance of word pronunciation this week. haha. Ok their are two words, coco and cocô. Coco means coconut and cocô means poop. I just learned cocõ this week ha. The only difference is that with "coco" when you say it you put the emphasis on the first "o" because it is the second to last vowel. With "cocô"you put the emphasis on the last "o" cause there is an accent. Unless a word ends with L,U,Z,I,R or an accent in the word, you put the emphasis on the second to last vowel. Anyway, I was eating some pudding cake at a member’s house and it was good and tasted like coconut. So I asked her "Irmã, este é coco?" (This is coconut?)  but I put a really strong emphasis on the last "o" so I really said "This is poop?"  haha I didn’t even know the word for poop until then. She looked shocked, but then laughed and realized what happend. haha. I’m glad she was cool about it and didn’t get offended. haha Then she explained the difference. I didn’t even know another way to say "coco" existed, but I do now :) haha
Waldivino is doing good, except having trouble wanting to obey certain commandments. But he believes the Book of Mormon and the church is true. Hopefully it will work out with him. 
This week was awesome! Had some awesome experiences. One of them was last Tuesday, we committed Elielson and Geralda to be baptized on the 14th!! It was awesome. But the cool part was the dream she had on Saturday night, the day before going to church. She told us the dream on Tuesday. Blew my mind. 
She was walking, and went inside into this beautiful building that she had never seen, or been inside before. On the way to the building she passed by beautiful flowers and scenery.  When she walked inside, the room was clean and beautiful and had hallways going different ways. As she looked one way she saw a beautiful bouquet of flowers. And just beyond the flowers was this happy couple. They were smiling, full of joy, and just seemed happy. She had never seen them before in her life. Then she woke up feeling really peaceful. 
The next day at church, she walks into a building she has never seen before, except for in her dream. She sees a bouquet of flowers, and just beyond it was this happy couple she had seen only once in her life, in her dream!!  
It was so cool hearing this story. She recognized it as an answer to her prayers!! I was so amazed. It is so cool being able to take part in these kind of experiences.
This past Saturday in general was awesome! Wow!!  We left the apartment at 11 to go teach a lesson before we had lunch. Lunch was at Miro´s, a BBQ for Gabriel´s farewell party. But not even 5 minutes out of the apartment we are walking down the street and this older man comes around the corner. He is extremely dirty and had only one leg. He hobbled around on two, old, broken down, wooden crutches. He looked really beat. He came over to us, and never once asked for money. He fell to his knees in front of me and asked me to give him a blessing. He referred to us as "Jesus Men" and he knew we could help him.  So, in the middle of the street in Santo Antonio, I put my hands upon the head of this poor old man and gave him a blessing. One of the most powerful experiences I have had. The man started to cry.  It was so powerful I don’t even remember specifics that I promised and told him. But I do remember telling him about his difficulties now in this life, and God will be waiting for him with open, loving arms when he returns to Him and he will be at peace, with no more difficulties. It was such a powerful experience. One I will never forget. This poor humble man. I didn’t have any money but we gave him a Book of Mormon and some information. As we walked away I truly felt like a representative of Christ. Christ would heal people through the streets and help everyone. He loved those that were looked down upon by the world, those with afflictions and diseases. It was such a humbling experience for me personally as well. I was so grateful that I had prepared. I never would of thought something like that would happen.
What was cool as well was during my personal study that morning, I felt prompted to freshen up, and study words for giving a blessing. I didn't know it at the time, but now I know that it prepared me for something that would happen in an hour from then. So cool. 
As we were walking away my companion, just looked at me and said that I was speaking with such power, with no accent and saying words I had never said before.   It was such a powerful experience for me. I will never forget that old, poor, humble man, and having faith to ask for a blessing in the middle of the street. Falling to his knees, begging for help. Very humbling experience for me. 
That night, we went to teach a man named Woess. He wasn't home but his parents, and his disabled sister were. Domingos and Aldsena are his parents, they are in their 60s. All I remember about Aldsena from our previous visit was that she is very catholic and wanted to preach to us, haha. But anyway, we were sitting there teaching a lesson. Then Aldsena just goes off on this huge sermon and saying all these things. I couldn’t even pay attention. I was getting such a huge headache from trying to understand it all. She was like yelling at us practically, and I just said a quick prayer in my heart to know what to say. It came to me, and when she paused for a moment to catch her breath I asked just a simple question. " Irmã, como você sabe A Biblia é verdadiera, a palavra de Deus?" (sister, how do you know the bible is true, the word of God.)  She stopped talking and it went straight silent. She was thinking and the Spirit then entered the room and softened her heart. She just answered simply, and very quietly, that she had read it and prayed about it.  It was perfect! I then answered her saying she was exactly right! And told her that I know the Bible is true because I read and prayed about it as well,  and that I did the same thing with the Book of Mormon. I know the Book of Mormon is true because I read it and prayed to Heavenly Father. And He answered my prayer. I know that both are true words of God, that with both we have the fullness of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Her heart was softened and we continued to teach her. She and her husband both had worries about what would happen to their families in the next life, when they died. I was able to testify to her that families are forever!! That she can be married to her husband forever. I then told her how when I find someone to marry, I will love her so much I will want to be with her forever! Married not just for this life only, but forever!! Aldsena´s heart was softened, she had tears and looked to her husband and smiled and asked if he would want to be with her forever. He agreed and even had some tears. It was such a great experience. I was then able to tell her she just didn’t have to believe me and take my word for it. But that she can pray to God, and ask if our message is true, so she can know for herself that both the Book of Mormon and Bible are true words of God and that families are forever.  
Her attitude had changed tremendously, because the Spirit was able to enter and touched her heart. I never had spoken so much before in a Lesson. I was just going on and on and not even realizing where the words were coming from. I really felt like I was just speaking English. 
Aldsena even said my Portugues was beautiful for a white boy from America :) haha
But as we walked away, Elder Machado was so impressed. He told me how when I teach the words sound perfect, I don't have a thick accent or anything. 
It increased my testimony that I can only do this with the help of Heavenly Father and if I have the Spirit with me. I can't do it without it!! I can't. 
Whenever we are just walking or talking in the apartment my Portugues isn’t all that great, It’s enough to communicate but not great. But when we teach, and the Spirit is there, it is all fine.  I am so grateful, that by learning another language it has helped me rely on the Spirit more and Heavenly Father's help than just my own abilities and knowledge.
I am so grateful for these experiences. I realize now how much I need to be here on this mission. Not just to help people here, but also to help me! I thought my relationship with Heavenly Father was good before I came here, I was wrong! It has been strengthened so much since I have been here and I really feel I can rely on Him and go to him in prayer whenever. About the good and bad. When I miss home, and when I am grateful for what I have. About everything.  I truly know, that for me to become the person that I want to be in life, and the son, older brother, husband, father, and friend that I want to be, I needed to be here on this mission now, at this point in my life! I truly know that it is necessary for me personally. I am so grateful to be here, and serving the Lord as a missionary.
I feel so honored to get to put on the missionary badge, with the name of Jesus Cristo everyday, as well as the name Bean. I hope that by the time I return home, the badge will be en-graven in my heart. 
 My companion has been having some problems and I prayed on Tuesday that my example would help him try to make better decisions and help him out.  On Sunday, he bore his testimony and talked about that experience in the street and experience we had Saturday night with Aldesna. He said that it strengthened his testimony, about how when I have the Spirit with me I am speaking like a whole new person.  It touched me a lot. 
I love you all so much!! So grateful for your love, support and prayers.

"We sacrifice for what we love, and we love what we sacrifice for"
I love you all so so so much!!! I am so stoked to get to skype on Christmas!!! Caraca I am stoked!! (caraca is Wow) 

Take care, hope you have a great week. EU AMO VOCÊS!!! Muito :)

Love,

Elder Bean 


Gilson and Valdirene, I taught my first lesson in Brasil to them.
When I first met with them I couldn't say much in Portuguese.

Ward mission leader


"King Pelé"

"Thanksgiving dinner" with Elder D. Call before he was transferred.
"Thanksgiving dinner" with Elder Machado at Gulas.

In front of the church.

Being a dork at a school playground that a member owns.

Horse taxi

Eating my breakfast, PB sandwich at 6 a.m.
headed to Brasilia for choir practice.



Tuesday, November 26, 2013

New Companion


Tudo Bem Família :)

Today was transfer day!!! Elder D. Call was transferred and I stayed here in Santo Antonio. My new companion is Elder F. Machado, a 22 year old Brasilero. Super cool guy!! I will probably stay here in Santo Antonio for one more transfer, so until January then I’ll be transferred.
For transfers, they call us Sunday night at the end of the 6 weeks, and tell us if we are staying or transferred. Elder D. Call expected to leave so he had already packed, and I didn’t since I figured I would stay. Which is what I wanted. I love it here. Elder D. Call taught me a lot. And Elder F. Machado will really help me learn the language since I won’t be able to speak any English with him. He’s a stud.
This week went by really fast. I did an exchange on Tuesday with Elder Labrada and Elder Reis. Elder Labrada came to Santo Antonio with me. He is awesome. We have been out in the mission for the same amount of time, but he was born in Brasil so he got his visa right away. He lives in California. He only had to stay 10 days in the São Paulo MTC since he is fluent in both Português and English.  He is a stud! He went to UCLA for three years already. Super smart and way cool. He taught me a lot. One of my best friends out here on the mission!!
Waldivino is doing great! He ended up buying us a pizza after one of our lessons with him.  Messias is ignoring us now. It's a difficult situation. He used to call us all the time to schedule lessons, now he doesn’t accept our calls or when he does he just makes excuses and cancels. We decided to give him time. It was so hard. Marcia even doesn’t know what happened.
We taught this new guy named João. I had such a great experience teaching him.  We were teaching the message of the Restoration. When it got to the part of the First vision, I started saying the memorized, line for line part that Joseph says in his words. I felt the spirit so strong. It filled my entire body and I knew João was feeling it too! Before I knew it I had tears in my eyes and my body started shaking, but I was still able to say it and then explain the first vision better than I ever have!  It was a testimony builder to me that it was true!! João even teared up. He said he felt his heart burning. As did I. It was such an amazing experience. I knew the only reason why the message touched his heart, and why I was able to continue speaking, better than I ever have is because the Spirit was with me. He was guiding the words out of my mouth.
It is so cool being able to be the mouth piece for what these people need. And asking inspired questions.
I love being a missionary. It is awesome. It is so weird, always having struggles and being tired and hungry all the time, but yet so happy. Missing home like crazy but yet knowing I’m doing what Heavenly Father wants me to be doing. Helping others to come unto Christ. It is so great seeing how the Gospel helps improve peoples lives, and helps them know they can turn to God when the have struggles in life and when they are happy as well. I always tell people that this life is not easy. It is hard. But yet, there is so much happiness as well.
I am grateful to be a part of this great work. Whenever I’m really down, and having a hard time, I know I can get on my knees and pray to Heavenly Father. Such a blessing. And I think about all those other guys I know that are out all over the world serving a mission as well. It brings peace. And seeing families grow closer together, and become more loving is such an awesome thing to watch here.
I love you all so so so much!!!! Eu sou grato por tudo. Eu amo vocês mutio!!! Tanto Tanto Tanto.
Take care. Have a great week. Enjoy thanksgiving!!!!! NOSSA!!! I miss the holidays (Nossa means "our" but it is slang for O my gosh) 
I miss yall like crazy!!!!!!! Te amo!!!


Love,

Elder Bean

The city of Santo Antonio. behind me

My zone

With Elder Pedroso, he went home last week. Studdd


Lucas and Gabriel

Saying goodbye to Elder D. Call at transfers

My new companion, Elder F. Machado
We love getting Subway cookies!


I love the Texans, but this just describes how they are playing right now. Dead!!